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NEVXRXVEN

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Hopelessly I'm falling apart No loss or gain Endlessly I'm trapped in the dark 'Tween love and hate I can't decide what any of these images are telling me Making my life a mess inside my mind, melting blissfully Because I'm all alone In this place called home You know I'm fine I think I'm fine Waiting For my Ghost town hero to arrive Wading Through mud Makes me feel like I'm alive Waiting For my Ghost town hero to arrive Wading Through blood Makes me feel like I'm alive Misplaced my soul Inside of your heart Out of control The end is the start Pay no mind to this state I'm in As the daily grind is wearing thin And humankind is fucked within I seem to find comfort in gin Because it's apathy That sets me free
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I feel like I am going going insane [It's okay] I feel like I am going going insane [It's okay] I feel like I am going going insane [It's okay] Everything's okay, that is what you say And now I feel like I am falling through these holes inside my head at night I'm growing tired pretending everything's alright It's bottled up inside, I'm fucking terrified And you keep saying everything is I think is normalized I don't know [I don't know] Where to go [Where to go] I need place outside this life that is a carousel I don't know [I don't know] Where to go [Where to go] I need place outside this life that is a living Hell I feel like I am going going going insane But everything is okay, that's what you say I feel like I am fading fading fading away But everything is okay, it's not okay Hiding from the sun Feel like I'm finally done I take the hand from the moon Embrace what I've become The beast within is strong There is no right or wrong I'll destroy everything And leave a fucking barren world I feel like I am going going going insane But everything is okay, that's what you say I feel like I am hating, hating, hating the days And everything is okay
3.
I haven't felt this way before In my head Nothing is a bore [I'M FUCKING BORED] When you're dead I know this isn't everything you wanted But nothing seems to be the way we wanted I watched the eerie shading as it crept The venomous touch into promises And listened to screams as the Essence wept Her dying Bliss I drowned in a lakeside galaxy And fell through the loophole endlessly Felt nothing but angst and empathy Her poison kiss WE WON'T BE MISSED WE WON'T BE MISSED Ties in and ties out, we are bound Through our lies 'Cause we won't be around When the future dies We plotted and we planted All our pretty genocides 'Cause we won't be around When the future dies We will be so alone [So alone, so alone] We will be so alone When the future's dead We will be so alone [So alone, so alone] We will be so alone When the future's dead I don't know what else to expect This life just makes me disconnect I don't know how else to reflect A world so set to infect
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Wasting Away 03:38
I see your future so bright In the cards tonight My own fate, I foretell Fading to to to Hell I don't know what else I can do to help myself All I've ever wanted is wasting away I can't believe I've been deceived Dusk into Dawn, Everything's gone I can't believe I've been deceived Dusk into Dawn, Everything's gone My black heart put fears aside To let in the light But all that entered in me Anguish, anxiety I don't know what else I can do to help myself All I've ever wanted is wasting away Wasting Away Wasting Away My ambition has run dry Try to rectify A small piece of sanity Even vanity I don't know what else I can do to help myself All I've ever wanted is wasting away
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The Attic 03:38
Where did my mind go I'm looking everywhere Welcome to my show We're drowning in despair Where pretty things go to die And dirty things come to life Blackest blight, fearful fright, careful what you wish tonight Take my hand, rough as sand, I'll guide you through this dusty land Blackest blight, fearful fright, careful what you wish tonight Take my hand, rough as sand, I'll guide you through this dusty land You will lose yourself within Walls of charcoal burning thin You will lose yourself within It will always be the same Houses gray and pouring rain Rooms where light is growing dim It will always be the same In the attic with my name When did my heart slow I'm trying to pretend Put on my happy glow To face this feeble end Nothing ever goes the way I wanted more but nothing's changed I'm falling through these broken cracks You're crawling over all our backs It will always be the same Houses gray and pouring rain It will always be the same In the attic with my name It will always be the same Houses gray and pouring rain It will always be the same In the attic with my name

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Dark and creepy with a macabre atmosphere.

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released November 19, 2021

Written, composed, arranged, performed, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by Eryck Pelzer

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I've stared into the abyss and the abyss has stared into me. Consumed. Obsessed. The darkness devoured the light.

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